Today i really have a good rest at home, sleep until i almost late for work.. but luckily i wake up in the last min, but end up i still need to on call cab, (if not i surely will get late for work) sometime girl do thing really just like snail, haha(i saying myself)

i realise that thing around me is like start to change..

sometime i really wonder 10years later what will i be? will i still alive?

life is like getting boring.....

爱你爱得太多,所以让你感觉太重

I off my phone for today for almost whole day.. dun feel like talking, and sms ... just wanna keep myself concentrate on work.. dar, thk for the melon gumgum, (i love gumgum) and really sorry about last night! should not keep watching 巾帼枭雄 non-stop..

人生短短几十年

Tomorrow funeral gonna be the last day... 明天就会是我舅舅的最后一天/最后一乘，他的人生走到了终点．．．．．． （痛苦也离他越来越远)

Today i was on half day leave, after work meet up with my dardar for awhile.....

After meeting with my dardar i went to my (ah gu 舅舅) funeral in the evening time.. The moment i reach there, i can feel that the place is full of sadden and grieve..

(dardar thank for sending me to the funeral)

舅舅越走越远,远到我们在也看不到,听不到他的声音．．．．

舅舅永远永别了, the pains you suffer will gone always..

This morning my mum wake me up, and she told me a BAD NEW!! my (ah gu 舅舅) passed away!! and i dun even have the last chance to visit him yet, and last night my mum did told me that they went to visit him at my grandma house with my cousin and relative.. and my mum told me that he since to be in pains and suffering. and they ask me to visit him during my next off days.(and i promise my mum to do so.) but is too late来不及了.... while i still looking forward for my next coming off days, yet he goes first. and i will never get a last chance to see him anymore!!
*during New Year is my last time that i saw him*



~My ah gu 舅舅 funeral from today 24/05/09 to 26/05/09(sunday-tuesday) , as i will try to take off on the tuesday as this is the last thing that i able to do for him, is 送别, 送他最后一乘
may his can really extricate the pains and go to a place that no need to suffer anymore..




but when the moment my mum told me about my (ah gu 舅舅) the first person in my mind is my dardar, i faster grab my phone and sms him..

i sent : my uncle might die anytime, unless he strong enough.
dar reply: Oh really, then you better go and visit him more often, go and sleep. tmr then talk okie. good nite,sweet dream.

receive dar message should be happy and excited, but i feel emo, cos of the word ^OH REALLY^ it make me feel like i telling a lie, and also make me feel so satirize..
(如果你想找人安慰你,还是听你诉苦,千千万万不可以找他)

in time i really realise that, alot of thing we need to learn how to treasure it, and time will never wait for anyone!!（时间不会为你们而停下来)

人生短短几十年,　说来就来,　说走就走，来匆匆，去匆匆

我们应该好好珍惜身边所有的人．因为我们都不知道几时会永远矢去他们．．

--我累了--

Last night i have a terrible night, cos in the midnight abt 3am i still very spirit, cant really fall asleep at all!! even i really can fall asleep but it just awhile.

cos i wake up every hours, and during each hours of sleeping time, i will auto wake up with a dream!!

(it make me feel like 1 whole days/night never have a good rest at all..)

now i really feel so tired, really wish to have more rest!! zzzzz, i feel like sleeping right now!!

baby i love so you much!!

am i really that fat?

today working alone again, but lucky got baby accompany me,

baby thk for spending ur golden time visit me when i was alone (althogh just for awhile.. )

so sad last night my baby say me veri heavy(in any other word mean i fat), should not let you carry me, (less den 15sec) already start to complain!! wtf, i only about 50kg, this also call heavy?

**baby i guess you getting weak!! haha issit you going to become old man soon?**

to someone else time is like GOLD but as for me time is PRECIOUS

i cant believe this is my weight!! looking forward for 45kg!!
although they are old, but they still loving each other so much, as you can see at the photo. they are actually holding each other hand and walk together,(very sweet right?) and i was just walking behind of them, tat moment i feel that ture love is alive for them.. (but in time i really feel so envy of this couple) how i wish if 1 days when i got they age, i still to able to walking together with someone that i love, and willing to hold my hand and walk together..

wonderful friday ??

Meet steph in the noon time, and we went to Iluma, cos steph need to buy some clothes.. so i accompany her to Iluma, but end up i also purchase a white top..(haha we bought the same top)

until evening time we went to plaza sing and meet up with Xueru & Rachel.. shopping again, went to this shop call NET, cos xueru looking for a t-shirt.. but Rachel & me also did purchase clothes over there!! i purchase a black sexy jacket, Rachel purchase a sweet/cute t-shirt, and as for Xueru she purchase a purple top for her father.. we wanted to watch movie together but all ticket are selling fast, so we drop the ideal.. and decided to find a place and sit down and chat, so we went to tcc(the coffee connoisseur) we chat until around 10plus baby come down..

FIRST TIME OFF DAY GET TO MEET MY DEAR SO LATE!! =(

*but i still feel glad tat we still able to meet until morning 3am? haha*

finally last night watch finish all the episode of (幕后大老爷) with my dear =)

baby thk for recommend tis show, i really enjoy it..

24hrs a day, is not enough

just went back from downstair aft meeting my dardar, although just meet him for ard 15min, but i treasure it.. 24HRS A DAY, is not enough for me!! I WANTED TO HAVE MORE TIME WITH MY DARDAR ("v")

DARDAR, Happy 3rd month Anniversary =) *1o.o3.o9*

我说你行,你就行,

我说你不行,你就不行,

你说你行,我说你不行,

你还是不行,你说你不行,

我说你行,你还是行.

~dardar use to say~

o5.o5.2009 - o7.o5.2009

one of our old photo, when steph still having her long straight hair, meet her for breakfast before i went for work...

o6.o5.2009

baby bring me to hougang ave 3 and eat satay.. i love it =) but they onli left pork -20 stick, chicken and rice are totally sold out..

o5.o5.2oo9 working alone, glad tat Rachel was here and visit me, and helping me alot when i was really busy. (RACHEL THK SO MUCH) =)
and at the same time, my baby are here too(BIG SURPRISE) *so gald to see him*
althoght tat day i working alone but i really feel so happy...

me,myself

1ST MAY 2009 *UNFORGETTABLE DAYS AT HOLIDAY PLAZA*

jose phone(below)/ my phone(top) ^we both loves nokia phone^

meet jose for supper again,

1ST MAY 2009

went to jb with baby during my off day at holiday plaza and i told my dar tat i wanna drink bubble tea, at first we cant saw any shop around us tat selling any bubble tea, so my dar say to me(when we back den go buy it later) but just out of sudden, right infront of me i saw bubble tea shop, i feel so happy cos i finally can have a cup of bubble tea, but something really disappointed me. when i drink the bubble tea about to finish

**i notice tat inside the cup i saw a INSECT.** (i feel so disgusting) and my baby took the cup and throw away. but at that moment i feel like going back there and complain!! but my dar told me tat even we go back and complain also no use, cos they sure do 1 more cup of bubble tea back to you, (do you think you still dare to drink it?)

baby recommend me, (WONG LO KAT) --> herbal drink..

something similar to (JIA JIA LIANG TEH) but i think this might be much more better, cos my dardar always introduce me tis whenever we went to jb..